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Most trouble in life is caused on some level in part because of one's own personal baggage. We all at times allow trouble into our lives. Who knows why? It is part of the disease know as the human condition. But we have the power of choice---like Sophie had. Choice: It is not always a pleasant thing. Sometimes the choices all involve more---trouble.

I came out west to start over (not reinvent myself) again and starting over involves relearning a few of life's ugly and painful lessons. Starting over involves growth. Growth is always painful because in order to grow something must be broken apart and/or changed.

another oblique/obscure post? 

I use this place as a diary of sorts and one day soon I plan on doing what you've done---go through it.

d.

It ends tonight.

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Sadly IT periodically needs repeating... 

Your subtleties 
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don't want to need at all.

The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.

A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
Your finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain 

The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

[Chorus]
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight 
Won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when you're blind
It's better than I see it through your eyes
All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right,
It's too late to fight,
It ends tonight,
It ends when darkness turns to light
It ends tonight
It ends tonight, just a little insight
Won't make this right, it's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight,
Tonight,
Insight,
When darkness turns to light it ends tonight

---the all-american rejects


and maybe I'll add this: I've been reading my blog. Not bad. I have no idea why some guy from New York diss-ed it. Jealousy? Damned Yankees fans!!!

here is a link to a post I love: Orlando

here is the part of that post I treasure:

For our brothers,
 
                                 this we were, this is how we tried to love,
                                 and these are the forces they had ranged against us,
                                 and these are the forces we had ranged within us,
                                 within us and against us, against us and within us
 
                                                                                             ______Adrienne Rich
Who is Adrienne Rich you ask and what does she do?
People, places and things are starting to happen. I'm starting to get back in touch with IT. IT? Yeah, IT. 

I really do feel the vibe!

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enjoy a few soul tunes on my bandwidth...



Is it early or late? I guess it depends on your view subject to your lifestyle. I woke up an hour ago and decided to put my restless energy to constructive use. I've rearranged the few pieces of furniture I have (got a couch yesterday), cleaned up the kitchen counter area, and am getting ready to tackle whatever I can find around here---after I take a late night stroll.



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